Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Bullets of Depression - As much fun as it sounds!

  • When I'm feeling down, I shouldn't listen to music that makes it worse, but I do. (See, Exhibit A: Michael Bublé, Home.)
    • "May be surrounded by a million people, I still feel all alone...I just want to go home."
  • I'm cold, I'm tired and I'm stressed and all I want to do is sleep.
  • Or eat. Preferably pasta. Are there endorphins in pasta? It seems like it :P Why can't salad be comfort food? I need to go back to my childhood and re-pair my associations.
  • School work? What school work? I'm just trying to make it to the morning.
  • A bad day/week/month can cause you to take to heart a comment you know you should ignore from someone whose opinion does not even rate.
  • Friends are amazing, but they can only do so much.
  • Some nights are really, really long. This is going to be one of them.

4 comments:

ChickenTherapy said...

listen to a different Boob song. Like Sway, thats nice and happy and makes me want to dance.


Put on a jumper or five, book yourself in for a massage and read a book.


Dont eat pasta. If you cant help yourself buy some couscous, I find it tastes a lot like pasta without the extra weightieness. I mix a few tea spoons of sundried tomato pesto through it and YUM sometimes if Im having it for dinner not just a snack then I will add a small kin of plain tune through it as well. Double YUM

School work schmool work. Bugger that stuff off. Get your head straight before worrying about other peoples!!!

Ignore the bad comments, people that say mean things are pathetic and have nothing better to do with their time which really means they are the lonely looser people!

Its so true, sometimes you just need a block of chocolate and a good rabbit (the buzzing enjoyable kind)

Im here to get ya through it! Well for the next 32mins then Im going home but Im sure Ill be back later :)

Anonymous said...

Oh wow - I'm sorry you're having a hard time Heather!

I'm kind of sad that ice cream isn't a healthy comfort food ... and why does salad HAVE to taste so bland?

Anonymous said...

I love you much and I'm sorry I live so far away cuz I know we could cheer each other up in 2 seconds flat!

Laura said...

Well first of all, whoever made the comment? Fuck 'em (well not literally) but yeah you get it. They clearly don't know a thing.

Maybe you should try hitting stuff? Beat the shit out of your pillows. Endorphins? Check. Punch said commenter into a pillowy pulp? Check.

Sometimes it's a good release.

Then put on some cheerful easy listening music, draw yourself a bath and spoil yourself a bit.

Bugger your school work, it's important but somethings are more so.