Muirnait's Musings

Someone told me yesterday that even though I say I'm all depressed, which is not so much that I'm sad but that I sort of have clinical depression, he thinks that I seem happy all the time. I can't decide if this is a good thing or a bad thing. I like the idea of being a happy person, but I'm not sure if I'd like people to see me as that if it's not true. But really, all in all, I am happy. I don't have everything I want but I have everything I need, and it's likely things are going to keep heading onwards and upwards.
Band practice today was good. I think 10am on Saturday is much better than 8am like we used to do. I got another of the random solos Mike (the music pastor) is so wont to hand out. Just as we're playing along, la de da, he shouts "piano solo here!". Ack. He does this a lot. You'd think I'd get used to it, and now fall all over the notes every time. Oh well. It's just practice so I guess it's not the end of the world if I screw up :)
Today is the day of trying very hard not to sleep. I'm exhausted; I only got a little over two hours of sleep last night. But if I sleep now, I won't be able to sleep tonight, then it'll screw up tomorrow and the day after, and that's when I have to go to school so I can't well afford to sleep the day away. Vacation's been grand, but I suppose it's time to get back to the real world. But a little fantasy for me before that - I'm going to finish reading The Lord of the Rings. Again.